miércoles, 15 de diciembre de 2004

I sometimes break my heart as a precaution, but sometimes it just break itself....

I'm naturally guilty. No matter what I do or don't do, it always seems like I am to blame... Guess that'll never change

What's within reach?... Obviously nothing I deserve :-(

Admitting you have a problem is the first step to wallowing in it. Wish I knew how

And I'm not going outsise... Besides, it doesn't make any difference. Whether inside or outside, I'm always with me

Some might have called... Some will never call :-(

Certainly, not having fun at all...

Thought I'd found what I was looking for... now it's gone...

The urge to leave makes me wanna disapear, but I just can't scape from myself

Sometimes it's worth to suffer and feel pain and sometimes you just have to

Did I get less lonely or did I just get used to being alone? Second one it is...sadly...

That's ok, things happen, could be worse (?), Think positive(how do I do that?),

All of my weakened body, with me in it, presses itself down to the earth...

Squashed like a fly...

What if...?

I'm like superman helplessly looking for his glasses... All has gone black, I cannot see...
 
"Life is not a succession of urgent "now's", it is a listless trickle of "why should I's?" John Wilmot